D-day

Today is my day, the day with my soulmate, for which we waited for so long. But have to leave my place. Today, I am wearing the ring which is the connection in between our hearts, Heena of his name shows proof and purity of love, red bangles are for a bond. Yes, I will be all yours wholly silly.  Still, there is some fear, emotion of leaving a place from where I belong, the place where I was born, grown. Have to leave all this now.

There was the time, have to go and get ready now I am the daughter of my parents and will also be the bride in a few hours and then daughter-in-law.

Why is all this are giving too many emotions to me?

The car is waiting outside my place to drop me at the salon. But my eyes what to capture every little thing coz this is mine after that this will not my mine have to go to some other place to start the new chapter of my life with the love of my life.

Now I am in love with every little thing, without a second delay I went to Mom and hugged her tight and that moment was all full of emotions. Every single day the time I wake up from bed to the time I settled in my bed, the argument time to happiness all we use to share every single day. But now I have to wait,  will only visit her, maybe for a few hours, or four days. I can’t be here permanently or forever.

Everyone was searching for me as I will be the only person in the entire family who has to take hours to get ready. But I don’t want to leave her second, but she has to arrange thousands of things for my “Biddai”.

Now I have to go I have left every memory here my childhood my everything here.

So, there is some diversion of moments the time I was getting ready as a “BRIDE”. But the time I was ready there was a final touch-up. Here comes the person “BRIDE MOM” with the beautiful saree. She was looking so sweet, but she has but tears in her eyes, I too. 

Again, I was so nervous my hands are so cold. Everyone wants to click with me, but I don’t want to leave her hand from mine. But she had to go. There was so much in my mind leaving my place.

Why does only a girl have to do all the sacrifice her everything?