Ek time ki bt hai jb kitabe hi mere achi dost hua krti thi, bina soche smjhe bate kiya krti thi, wohi kitabe apne feelings mujh tak ase baya krti thi jase sach mai mere sth asa kuch us time ho rha ho.. yeah bhi khud mai ek apni hi duniya hai jo kisi ko bhi apne dost bna leti hai..Kisi ko kya pta tha is bade bade chashme ke piche chupi aakho se kisi ko bhi pyar ho skta hai…
Ek jhali se ladki jo khuli kitab ki tara thi or khul kr hasne vali thi, usse bhi koi pyar kar skta hai? woh bhi office ki lift mai phli nazar mai? Woh ladka uske asa pass ghumta rha but khudse kbhi apni feelings share nhi kr paya..Office event mai mila unke number exchange hue..
Dheere dheere bt start hue but mere liye ase kisi se bhi bt kr lena was not easy..I tried my every last efford to get rid of him. But dheere dheere yeh anjana anajani dost ban gye asi dosti hogye ki woh ek dusre ko kuch bhi bol dete the ek dusre ko binna soche smjhe ghanto bate kiya krte, woh bachpan ki bate share krni who apni bunk vali mastiya, yar dosto ki choti choti nok jhok itna depend hogya, mene jitna bhi aj tak kitabo mai pda roz usse ase question kiya krti thi jase hi sach mai mujhe un sab p trust tha hmara roz ka yhi best part of the day hota tha, kabhi socha nhi tha kitabo ki duniya k alava bhi ko anajan sa apna sa bn jayega. Samaye p kiska zor tha ek bar ase ladi hue dono ka rishta ase mood p aya ki abhi k abhi khtam hogya bus ab nhi dekh payege ek dusre ko suffocation hogya kyu asa ho skta tha kbhi socha nhi tha..
Agle hi din usne bht koshish ki sb thik ho kyuki dil hai k manta nhi na sab acha acha soch hi leta hai, fir mera accident hua who b ek choti se bachi k karna mai usko apna time nhi de paye n jab usko pta chla ki asa hua ki mere sath asa kch hua hai i don't know why? usko asa ku lga jase usne mujhe hmesha k liye kho hi diya tha toh mene bht koshish ki usko smjaya ki mai thik hun bus thora bht hua tha thik hojayega mujhe smjha aya ki he love me, he love me more than anything…
Mene bhat koshish ki who apni feelings express kre but kisi mahan purush ne bola hai ki girls never propose a guy. Usse night mene ek asi imagination chlaye or propose kr dala or usko yeha sab ek sapna sa lag rha tha kyuki yeah vhi ladki hai jise usko lift mai pyar hogya tha isliye woh apne aakh tak na band kr paya puri night ki khi who sapna tut na jaye…us din mene sache pyar ko feel kiya..
Nazdikiya bdte gye or bhi zyada bate bdti gye pura pura din ek duje se judai gwara nhi thi kuch der ki bhi fir dono ne plan kiya lets meet now..
Chupte chupate mile juth bol kr or dono ek dusre ka hath pakarna chate the but dar rhe the jase ki koi anajana smane ho or dimag mai who kya sochega mere bare mai ki mai desperate hun, dono kuch bhi nhi kr paye…
Fir bate kam hogya khud se hi itni kam hogya ki aj good morning k alava nothing left but vada kayam hai ki ek dusre k sath rhenge but roz naye subha k sth ek umeed hoti hai ki aj who kch bolega ya mai kch bolunge but ase krte krte roz ke tara aj ka din bhi asa hi rha ki nhi bol paye good morning se zyada kch bhi..
Kya itni hi dosti thi?
People are selfish
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