I still remember the time when I was very small and usually girls are very habitual of playing kitchen set or teacher student or getting themselves ready with the jewelry and the accessories and more make up…that time I just kept myself away from all this girly games and always search for someone who can talk with me like anything, can listen as much as I wanted, love me the way I am.
I never expected something in return from them just wanted an understanding one in my life like my secrete friend. When I used to travel with my family on public transport even if I found the couples around, a beautiful smile always stick to my face and thought at the back of my mind one day I will also have someone in my life who is just mine and I will also Rome here and there with him.
Suddenly a boy came in my life who is not perfectly perfect but wants to enter, my heart was not ready to accept him but with someone pressure or might me the first male who had chosen me for him.
That someone was the wrong person I broke up in tiny pieces but no one came to console me I tried my best I felt that it was my first love how can my love be like this no I begged him like shit but he treat me as I am not the dust of his footwear.
The dreams for which I left everything seem as if the chapter must be the end of my life I decided to attempt the suicide but I failed again. That time I decided to follow him how could he do this to me. I followed him for a month and in that month I found that he had met almost 50 girls in their homes for approx 2 hrs. that means he had slept with them. Generally if the boy meet with a girl in private places that only shows that they are more than a friend in simple terms. That was not enough but the most shocking part was when one on my friend came at my place she was very close to me and I discussed the matter with her then she asked me that he bet his friends for 50,000 that he will play with your heart as you are the most charming girl of the society.
Wearing small clothes or having attractive face does mean you can play with the feeling of someone. Always remember in your life that KARMA IS A BITCH but the girl who wanted to have a perfect partner her dreams are somewhere packed in suitcase and trusting someone anyone in the most horrible dream to be the part of her life as some incidents only give the life time wound which cannot be cure even if the perfect one enters in the life. Now she only have learnt the adjustment lesson from the past. Happiness is just left like a joke.
